I really don't know what to write on these days. One of the attractions of a blogging-by-numbers scheme is that I don't have to think about what to post. I'll attempt to give it a go, though.
I'm really apprehensive about my upcoming move. I feel a combination of excitement and fear: what if I don't get a job? What if I don't succeed? What if I don't make any money and have to come back? All of those possibilities, while swirling through my head, probably aren't likely. Everything, I know, will be fine: with enough effort and willpower, anything can happen. It's still something scary, though, to root up your home for the past several years and go out on your own with...nothing.
I'm definitely excited about the process of moving and the journey out west. Laura, my awesome girlfriend, will be accompanying me on a quest throughout the United States. We're going to spend a month hopping from location to location all throughout the country. I know, without a doubt, that it will be one of the best times of my life. I almost wish I could just travel without EVER having to go back to "real life".
But, of course, that can't happen. Real life always beckons...but I will be somewhere new. Somewhere exciting, experiencing new things every day. THAT is what excites me so much. And, ultimately, excitement always conquers fear.
Wow. That was easy. Why have I been putting this off for so long?
